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I dipped out for a few hours

And came back with more power.

Rather more knowledge, I should say.

Amazing how much can change in one day.

I thought over some things and came to some conclusions.

A new mindset was born along with a new set of eyes

I no longer despise, those who may have wronged me

Wrongly, because I believe in forgiveness strongly

I know that I may not have been a joy to see

Or a man that a child should aspire to be

But believe me, I’ve changed rapidly

And I want you to see this change in me

I don’t hate my past sister

In fact, I still love her very much

And I’m touched

That she could still talk to me, that makes me happy

Even if the talks she has with me

Is just ridicule at my expense

In a way, it’s just penance

I subject myself to it in exchange for forgiveness

I let her do and say things that hurt me

As my way of still holding onto that closeness we shared

And my way of looking to see if that love is still there

Cause for it to disappear is perhaps one of my biggest fears

And more importantly, I forgive her.

Cause I see the wrongs more clearly now

And I see how, she’s still got some growing to do

And to you my sister, I’ll never abandon my love for you

I look at things in a new light now.

I don’t judge the ignorant

And I don’t forget the regrets

Of my past, I make them last

So that I can learn more and more

And predict as much as I can of what God has in store

For me. Surely, his silence breaks my heart but

I know we’re not far apart.

I spoke a little bit about hypocrites today

And it struck me that we judge them too much

Cause in truth, I’m gonna tell you some things

That may come off hypocritically

I want to tell you that you should be kind

Even though, I haven’t been kind most of the time

I want to tell you to be loyal to those who care

Even though, I’ve abused those who have always been there

I want to tell you to not judge others

Even though, I judged my own mother

I want to tell you to keep your faith alive

Even though, sometimes I feel like my own faith has died

Things I don’t always do

But values I would like to impart to you.

Just cause I may fail doesn’t mean you have to,

Isn’t that true?

I’ve seen the error in my steps.

I’ve felt the consequence of my former thinking.

That’s why I’ve changed for the better.

I just pray God lets me keep it together.

I'm changing tonight. I actually feel it happening. It's wild.
—   (@princexhermes) May 29, 2013