With emotions no longer existent, I'm steadily growing oppressive
told you to expect less, but you only proved to be resistant
and now I'm the only one that can put a stop to your ways of dreaming through life
"you really damaged me," you say it as if you've never done it to me, mentally
as if I never walked around and felt unwanted
the feeling is haunting, you're feeling it now and trust me, you'll feel it forever
all the exhaustion, the wanting, it never gets better
at least I know I'm not the only one who's self-esteem is being weathered
it's been a couple days and I'm growing uneasy
how quickly I forgot that you're the only person that can please me
it's time to put my pride aside, ever since I recognized
that...
I need you more than you need me and these red eyes
i always love at a dangerous degree, one that no one can return, i turn to weed
you told me you can't stay, but you know i'm stubborn, i did it my way
at this point i'm hurting myself by staying away from you, and even though it hurts, you're attached to me too
though we hurt each other, it hurts worse to think that there's another, and it always leads back to "i love you"
so stop this game, you know it's all pain.. without us
maybe being together is worth the pain that we experience apart
cause i always come back broken to you, you fix me, with one word, and i can see how it hurt you
i can't help it, it seems like you make the pain go away, but at the same time, you're the reason it's there in the first place
and maybe one day we'll both have had enough, and submit ourselves to this untold love
