Song Of The Moment

7.02.2013

After Death (@theG_garcia)


Seems like just yesterday 
I was walking amongst my friends
But now I'm above them
Without a soul... I'm lifeless...completely dead 

All I can ask is why me?
Why was I chosen to die?
Why couldn't you choose someone else god?
I'm almost positive it wasn't my time

Me dying was all my fault
Something ill forever regret
Literally not metaphorically 
Because it was the cause of my death

My best friend's on drugs now
And my mom is on meds
So in a way I'm thankful
That it was me and not her on that hospital bed

Stupid decisions
Make permanent changes 
I didn't think of that 
And what I did was dangerous

A 16 year old girl
Overdosing on heroin 
Plus it was my first time 
And I acted so belligerent 

I tried to be so cool 
And that resulted in my death
I wonder what would've happened
If I tried crystal meth?

My soul is at loss
No where to be found
But look into the sky mom
I'll always be looking down 

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