Lost & Not Found (@theG_garcia) ft. Ian Moone

Do you know what it's like to be left all alone?

I've been lost for a while, everything about me, forgotten

Do you remember all the pain that you served in the end?

You didn't look like the type to always act so careless 

Walked away so happy, now how could you take pride in this? 

I envisioned it once or twice but nothing ever came to mind of it

You said you'd always be there if I was ever feeling down 

I glance around the room, needless to say it's vacant

But now I'm lost, no chance of being found, I am surely living to die

I take pride in the new me, Ian Moone, that's who.

I'm an abandoned telephone line searching for a signal

Singlehandedly been crushed like a Lays Pringle 

I've been cut off by the people previously in my life 

Cut off in which I feel like I've been thrusted with a knife  

My mind is stranded in the middle of no where 

A place where oxygen doesn't reach so I'm inhaling no air 

Still looking for a way into society

Like a drunkie or a druggie looking for sobriety 

The times  I need to be understood I confuse people the most 

I guess that's a hidden talent so lets make a toast... 

Still lost but in a place where I can't be found 

I've lost all feeling in my body, I feel like I've drowned

Living my life without a smile but with a huge frown 

With the numbness of my ears, I can't hear a sound 

Looking up is over rated so I choose to look down 

The sky is not the place for me, so I prefer the ground 

I've received the devil's horns instead of taking god's crown ...

My soul is turning red like the color of hell

My inner voice is showing more so on the outside I can't yell

But the devil is taking my body and he made me promise not to tell

He grabs me by my hair and drags me into a cold cell 

Tells me not to move or ill be thrown into a well

And then he'll go back to the others and tell them that I fell 

This place has grown to look familiar though it's starting to ring a bell

And then I recognized it.

Hell is earth 

Living here caused demons to enter my body 

I realized when I awoke in my bed 

Crying and screaming because the devil has reached out to me

But I'm the dumbass who chose to take his hand 

My mind is no longer sane 

I've been robbed of my mind 

There's no way of getting it back 

It's been lost ever since 

In a place where it's too dangerous to look in 

I've been told that death awaits me if I go searching 

So I don't build up the courage to go 

Still waiting for an opportunity to find it 

And I did! Found my mind safe and sound

Thank you to my great courage 

But there's one more thing I forgot to mention... 

I'm dead.