Remember?

I’m having a hard time remembering.
Bare with me.

Your emotions were much too strong to reciprocate
It was easy for you to give it
But it was hard for me to take

I wasn’t ready for love
I wasn’t ready to let myself become so vulnerable
That even the sun’s touch made my skin shift slightly

To become so open
That a mirror read my soul
And only I know what it holds

So it was harder once you knew

Once we went from first names to first kisses to the word boo

Then baby and lover

Oh how I wish I had moved slower
Because I forgot it too fast

I miss the kisses and the sleeping at night
I know it isn’t right
I have someone and you know they’re good to me
You know they love me

But you still tempt me
With these visions of our wedding
But I can’t stop forgetting
What it was like to love you.