What am I supposed to do when the people I care about are hurting the most? What am I supposed to say when my
best friend calls me and tells me she wants to end her life? All I can do is
care, right? But what happens when caring is not enough? What happens when all
I want to do is give up? But I can’t give up right? It’s gonna get better and
time will heal it all right? I feel like I’ve been waiting since forever, all I
hear is “tick ... tock, tick… tock..”, there’s no change, the pain is always
here. It’s like my body is here, but my soul is dying and I don’t even know why
I’m still fighting to keep it alive. I’m screaming, shouting: HELP! No one can
hear me. I’m tired. I’m tired. I want to end all of this. Now. Slowly or
rapidly? Painfully or peacefully? So many options given...yet I chose to live.
Why? Because all of this can’t last forever they say, all of this is just a
phase and in someway, I wanna believe them. Everyone has a purpose on this
Earth and I guess I just haven’t found mine yet.
This piece was submitted anonymously.
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