And I don’t know how to hold because I lost him.
You say you love me more than you love life.
You say, for me, it is excruciatingly sweet to jump in front of a knife.
You say you want to hold me for as long as the Earth creeps around the Sun.
And I love you, but I love more to run away from you, that’s all the fun.
I dance around you, just within arms reach, but I’ll get no closer.
But when you get frustrated and complain, I say it’s all over.
Yet I’ll always come back to you and utter those three words.
And you always flock back to me like the summer north and the birds.
I say I miss you, you say you miss me.
Then one day our routine was broken and you tried to permanently dismiss me.
You once said I was your princess, but blinded by my vex I screamed, “I’m never speaking to you again!”
But never really only means about two months, cause our dance will never end.
Maybe One Day I will open my eyes and see that you always fight when I push you away.
Maybe One Day I'll finally build up the courage to let you in, but until One Day comes, I hope you'll stay.
Emotional roller coaster with detrimental effects.
I brought you disappointment cause all you did was expect.
You were fascinating and all, but it's not your time.
So instead I'd rather misplace your soul and your mind.
Then I misplaced you yourself over these past months.
I led you down a long path that's hard to turn from.
I understand that you loved me, but my love wasn't genuine.
Little did you know, you were just one of my many men.
But on that one day that you said you were leaving, I didn't take you serious, those words had no meaning.
Although you didn't leave cause you loved me so much, I sent the wrong text and you, once again pulled that bluff.
I told you I loved you, but this couldn't be.
Do you remember this day, when you forgot about me?
But I did the damage, and now I regret it. But this past you are worried about, can we both just dead it?
Cause that is the past, and yes, I have changed.
I'm just waiting on that one day you remember my name.
Looking pass that insanity, the lots that's in my brain.
On this one day, I won't play mind games.
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