what they don't know won't hurt them
but it hurts her
she longs for someone understanding
but how if she assures them there's nothing to know?
when in reality, they should know
know that underneath that strength is weakness
makes her miserable, makes her cry, almost like beating her -
almost?
she takes a hit
people die every day, for them it's people they don't know
for her, everyone is leaving and she feels alone
her loved ones aren't the ones who love her
and she doesn't trust but they all trust her
people look at her and laugh because to them she's a joke
i'm guessing she needed something that she couldn't have and this was provoked
she wrote
when she looks at herself
she sees all her insecurities
so she secures it all
in her mind
she expects bad out of everything because that's all she gets
people insist its her problem and she's the cause of her own misery
but they don't know
even if they did
they wouldn't
so she keeps quiet
if they don't know she's hiding something
they won't speak
but if they knew what it was
they still wouldn't, i don't think
because what she hides
is bigger than anyone could perceive
so in herself she confides
her silent conspiracy
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