you made me hurt
myself until i hated myself.
you made me wrap
the hands you once loved around my throat until i couldn't breathe
and slice the
thighs you once caressed until blood seeped out just to remind myself i was
alive.
unfortunately.
you made me cry
until i choked to the point that i couldn't breathe
and force myself
to swallow pills until the next morning when i woke up alive.
unfortunately.
causing ultimate
destruction to all existing thoughts of you and i
because they were
nothing no longer
we were nothing
no longer
and that's a
concept i've still yet to grasp
you made me hate
myself until i hurt myself.
you made me wish
i was better for you so you'd take me back
& watched
myself cry in the mirror at all of my minuscule flaws which seem so massive now
that i'm alone
sadly.
you made me want
to console the girl in the mirror and tell her it would be okay
so just maybe one
day you'd take me back
and i
halfheartedly come to realize that you won't come back for me
and i will remain
alone
sadly.
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