see the blood rushing
out of this wound
it'll be here forever
nothing i can do
i keep myself numb
though i see it's slowly killing me
i'm being drained
getting weak
but it's such a great feeling
not to feel it
murdering me
i fall every time
gain scars and cuts too
and this wound isn't protected
it got even deeper, it grew
that's why it'll never heal
gets deeper every time
cutting through my flesh
doesn't hurt yet though, i'm fine
why?
alcohol to clean it
though the truth and reality stings
and weed so i can't feel it
makes me gain wings
but one day this cut
it'll strike a nerve
and tremendous pain
will emerge
i wasn't aware of how bad it was
signals rushing to my brain
fighting to stay conscious
senses and thoughts sped up
like i snorted cocaine
all of it attacking at once
excruciating pain
i knew i was cut but i never felt it
now i'm dizzy, blood leaving my veins
it's too late now
i can't save myself
i'm gonna die
i'm not sad
nothing i could help
hopeless.
i'm living. but i'll never survive
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