Withdrawals

It hurts to hold you
But I want to anyway
I cannot scold you
I just don't know what to say

I can't hate you
For choosing to cling to the tangible
And avoid the unattainable
It's unexplainable ...

Why I still love you

Like a guilty pleasure that I'm addicted to

A fixation of the soul
Something I probably shouldn't have told

Only my heart thinks differently.
Yours calls out to me.

Cause it's still cold and it was warm before.
Don't hold me out, I'm knocking, open the door

Let me in again
I need to know I'm still loved

Even if you hate me,

Tell me you can never replace me

Tell me you'd never let another date me

Tell me you smile every time you have to face me

I'm clinging to hope for dear life

Just tell me you still love me.

I don't care if it's a lie ..